Goat’s Head
(concluding part)
Guard was standing near the kitchen.
He was trembling like a dry leaf in icy wind. He was holding a butcher’s knife
in his hand. Blood was dripping from the
knife.
Guard was mumbling something in a
slow monotonous tone. He could not comprehend what the guard was saying. He listened
carefully and heard the guard muttering, “I did not do it, I did not do it, I
did not do it.”
His mind went numb. Something in him
was asking him to run away from that place without a moment’s delay. But he
knew that he could not leave the poor guard in that pitiable condition. He was
baffled too. He just could not understand how the guard had come to hold a butcher’s
knife in his hand, with blood dripping from it.
He got hold of himself. He carefully
prised open the hand in which guard was holding the knife. He pulled the knife.
He looked at the blood and shuddered. He threw the knife in one corner and literally
pushed the guard into the room. Guard was badly shaken. And it took some time
for him to regain his composure.
“Sir, you did not agree. That was a
mistake. Now the ghost will make us pay for this mistake. He is very angry with
us.”
“Just calm down and tell me what
happened in the kitchen.”
“Sir, I had told you but you did not
listen to me. You think I am village bumpkin.
But see, what has happened. It was bound to happen. When I was cleaning
the kitchen he came there. He grabbed me by my neck and turned my head. I saw
his eyes, those eyes were fearsome, they were like burning coals. He was holding
a butcher’s knife and he forced me to slaughter a goat.”
“You killed a goat?”
“He was carrying a goat on his
shoulder. He can do anything. It was a big goat too.”
“You are scared and you are imagining things. I didn’t see
any goat in the kitchen. It is just your imagination. Don’t you worry and try
to relax.” He was trying to show that he was in control of himself but a
weakness was already creeping into his heart.
“Did I look inside the kitchen?” he silently asked himself.
“You think that I am telling a lie, that I am imagining
things. You are totally mistaken. Goat’s head is still lying in the kitchen. I
had to kill the goat. He compelled me to do it. I was terrified of him. He carried
away the goat’s body. But the severed head is still there. You can go and see
for yourself. I am not lying.”
He was unnerved by this harangue of the guard and didn’t know
how to respond. He still had a lurking suspicion that guard was making a fool
of him. He decided to check the kitchen for himself. He went towards the
kitchen but this time with some trepidation.
He was stunned to see a severed head of a ghost in one corner
of the kitchen. Part of the kitchen was splattered with goat’s blood. Dead eyes
of the goat were staring in his direction. It was a ghostly stare that shook him.
He suddenly realized that his hands were trembling and his
legs were going wobbly.
“This can’t be true, this can’t be happening.” He heard
himself muttering such words. Suddenly he was ashamed of himself. Even in the
worst of times he had never been that weak and helpless as he was at that
moment in that forest hut, far away from the maddening crowd of his slum.
He bolted the kitchen door and rushed to the room; the guard had
shrunk into one corner and looked small and pathetic.
“We will leave this place at sunrise. Now try to get some
rest and try to sleep.” He could think of nothing else that he could say to the
guard.
Nothing unseemly happened during rest of that night. They
left the hut next morning without any breakfast. Guard was too scared to cook breakfast
in the kitchen. He was also not sure whether he would like to eat anything
prepared in that kitchen, with a severed head of goat lying in one corner and
blood splattered on the floor.
He was back to his office and usual business of pushing
papers. But it took him couple of days to get over the unpleasant experiences
of the night in forest hut.
It was the fifth day
after his return from his trip. He was travelling in official jeep on some
official business when jeep driver casually mentioned, “Sir, you remember the
forest guard who accompanied you during your last inspection.”
“Yes, what of him? Has anything happened to him?” He was
surprised at the choice of his words, as if he was expecting that something
would happen to that man.
“That guard is a crook and he rightly got beaten up yesterday;
few days back that rogue had stolen a goat’s head and a knife from a butcher’s
shop in his village. Yesterday the butcher confronted him and bashed him up……”
Driver kept on narrating details of the incident. But he was
not listening. He was reliving the shame that he had momentarily felt when he
was in that ‘haunted’ forest hut.
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